I realized this evening that this is another part of my loc journey: early on, I dealt with a range of concerns. At first, I felt bad for using conditioner on my starter locs. Then I felt bad for not using conditioner every time I washed my hair since I washed it twice a week. Later I felt uneasy about not palmrolling or interlocking anymore. And after that, I worried about whether my hair texture was kinky and coily enough to lock together without retwisting, i.e. freeforming. (You get the picture, right?) =) Most recently, my concern is my desire to make my length visible.
In this very moment, I'm not really sure how or when I will move from this way of thinking. It took time for me to accept and move on from all the concerns I mentioned above. I know that with time, how I'm feeling about my hair right now will change.❤️